wow...I am practically enjoying my own....there's a boy I met recently...he has always been there I just never felt like checking him out....he is cute actually a model and u need to see his cute picture in IG really nice stuff buh actually he has Ben checking me out recently and I couldn't stand it no more so I stopped going to places that I would most lily see him buh  yesterday I was coming back from class with a friend and we met at a crossroad he started walking slowly and I told my friend to slow down buh she wanted to walk pass them buh I didn't want to,he kept looking back at me and I couldn't handle it she was laughing at me like I looked funny buh she didn't stop, he still kept looking at me I was really feeling weird I couldn't stand him his stares where doing stuffs to me that I couldn't handle, he smiled at me once and I look to the side like he wasn't talking to me I couldn't take it no more so I told my friend to walk really slow so that the could go far, it's like he read my mi d he kept walking really slow and I was really pissed it was annoying me like shut,  I couldn't think when I saw his smile I froze actually really did, I smile at my friend and she stopped laughing it was like she felt pity or sad for me, I couldn't tell when I finally got my hall she told me some thing that made me feel
pained, she said 'Paul has a girlfriend and he's the schools badboy' I put up an I don't give a fuck face buh I was feeling really bad, so I walked away and when I got to my room I realize that for a second I forgpt about who I was the girl that anyone could use the girl that always gives her all the girl that was useless I pitied myself, buh this time around I feel a strong will to shied myself from self pity and be the kind of person that wouldn't give a fuck.